what do i really want?

the 'to do' list gets longer as the peak period starts coming in. But i guess it's my last peak period as a student. hehe...

today i was watching CNA: 'what women really want...' it talks about the different occupation of women and this week's feature is on women who pursued their career together with their interest and they take pride in their work. Then i began to think how i wish i could do something i really like and have that as my career as well. As i was searching through in my mind what i really want, i cant come to a conclusion. I like photography, but being a professional photographer is another matter altogether. I enjoy cooking at times but it's only at times. I think i still need to think abt this matter carefully. Not only think, but pray abt it.

Sometimes i think i dun really know what i want becos knowing that all this will pass away, it doesnt hold as much weight as before. Or perhaps i never have any ambitious plans in me and moreover, the role of a woman is a helper eventually. hehe...

ok... bok needs to pray abt this and seeks wisdom before the Lord.