Life is fragile...

can almost feel the heat wave coming towards me...

projs are coming in and so are mid-terms...

doesnt even feel like it's hols.

oh well... it's my last one week break so i better enjoy it rather than complain abt it.

I was kinda looking forward to a new beginning... enuff of studies, rushing for deadlines and projects and going for classes. But yest as i was flipping thru the recruit section of the papers, somehow i wasnt desiring for work life. Time would not be within your control like before and most prob i would return home dead beat each day. The tot of that makes me want to treasure what i'm going thru now. I shdn't take it for granted.

Talking abt taking things for granted, today i was at herng's house doing our archi proj and she was telling abt her mom's student jumping off the building because she was tired of life. She wrote 3 letters telling her loved ones that she doesnt knw what's the purpose of life and she is sick of it. My body just cringed as i heard this. She was only 14. So young and yet she was feeling this way. I can understand how she felt at times cos we tend to lose focus when we stop and begin to question why are we here doing this and that. But for her to jump, she was so sure that it was better off the other way.

Oh Lord... without u, life is without meaning... we shd not take this life for granted but appreciate this air we breathe, the stability of the country, the family and friends ard us and that we can live a life that is comfortable. Most of all, God, you paid the ultimate debt for me and i'm free.

i ought to be appreciative and thankful each day because of U!

Thank U...