Expectations vs. Disappointments

Blogging is addictive, for now i guess, since it's still something new to me. Perhaps it's really a form of medium to air my views with no one reading and knowing it for now.

Life is always full of ups and downs. The emotions are running faster than i tot it could. This reminds me of my NPD class in which the prof taught us about emotions and even drew out the curve, showing it going up and down. These movements can be tiring. Very tiring.

Was very excited about the show and the meet-up, looking forward to it but it seems that even before the meeting, somehow the outcome was predicted. i wonder why.

I'm not an advocate of expectations because with expectations comes the possibility of disappointment. However at times, the sub-conscious mind forms the expectations. Disappointment came last nite. It's tiring to go through this. Sometimes, i wish i had care less then perhaps it's not that bad.

Read up a newspaper article just now which put me to total disgust. Incest and pain these 2 grown-ups have brought to their own family. Yucks! I really feel sad for the victims. Something is really wrong with this world. Oh God, mankind really needs you for we have already degraded to such an extent. It pains my heart to even read about this, and what about Him who created the world with the intent of a perfect kingdom. Lord, how we have fallen short of U!

This article pulls me away from the disappointment in my life and reminded me that there are more unfortunate people out there who had faced much greater and worse disappointment in their lives. I should be glad that i have Lord in my life whom i can turn to. So i pray that i can look unto Jesus and not focus so much on this self. Easy to say but hard to do. Still, i pray...